emo level upgrade

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 05:56:07 GMT

I'm just updating so that this journal doesn't get deleted. a lot of my early writing's on here.

Tue, 24 May 2005 00:11:54 GMT

hey if you haven't added my journal by now I'll mail your ass back to you in a pringles can.

stones taught me to fly, love taught me to lie, life taught me to die...

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 06:31:47 GMT

once again new journal _lovetheartless comment on the first entry to be added.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 18:27:17 GMT

new journal www.livejournal.com/users/_lovetheartless

entries are friends only comment to be added on that journal not this one

its sort of a pun but not really

congratulations fuckers.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 05:24:48 GMT

This is why I’m not gonna use lj anymore. Just to comment on other people’s.

U WHORE!!! U'll never be able to guess who I am! So just crawl back into your mom's pussy and pretend u weren't born so we can all live happier lives!

Shut the fuck up.

Ur an evil bitch whom should rot in hell! Thats it! Nothing more needs 2 be said!

no one likes it so stop writing it.

yeah well all your writing sucks from journals to poetry so keep on pretending you have a strand of talent in your brittle bitchy body.

you want friends, well i suggest you start shooting morphine because being the way you are now, you will only find them in your dreams.

SLUUUT!!!!!!! I’ve been reading this journal for a couple months now and you sound like you force people to hang out with you you’re fucking ugly these pictures suck

And the most recent:
If ur talking to me I don’t give a fuck what u say or threaten 2 do… ur a fuckin back stabbing bitch and I cant stand ur ass… the only reason I put up with you is because everyone says so…I wish ur fuckin parents had sent u to fuckin boot camp wherever the fuck.

there were more but I don't feel like copy/pasting anymore.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 05:06:43 GMT

I. FUCKING. EXIST. LIVE WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 23:27:27 GMT

I can't believe I actually have to get into this but let me just make one thing clear. THERE IS NO SIDE YOU CAN JOIN AGAINST ME. I am not against anyone and if you are an ass to me because you think you are defending someone that's pretty retarded. if you're just being an ass to me for no reason I will hurt you because I've been bullied before and I am not about to let anyone do it again.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 17:06:38 GMT

wow... I plagarized this poem in seventh grade. I got an "a"

my english teacher told me it was clever and that I should get it published

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 03:45:25 GMT

MY PARENTS ARE SO FUCKING JEWISHY I HATE THEM SO MUCH you know I wasn't allowed to have candyland as a kid? no WE had kosherland! fucking hell I hate them so much!!!

very very lame but I'm very very bored

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 01:58:52 GMT

the first guy I ever liked was named benji. it was in third grade. comment and say the first guy/girl you ever liked and where they are now if you know.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 21:13:45 GMT

copyfying [07 Dec 2004|12:22pm]
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:

WOULD YOU
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:

if you do this I'll give you a cookie.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 18:28:46 GMT

im turning my old journal into a writing/poetry journal so add it if u wanna read that stuff
www.livejournal.com/users/die_princess

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 17:38:54 GMT

THIS IS SO RETARDED

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 04:13:36 GMT

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 03:48:31 GMT

I'm so aloooooooone

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 03:04:30 GMT

I was looking through the numbers in my phone and I called one thinking "god i hope thats no one creepy" exact. person. i. avoided. all. afternoon. thanks mattie for saving me.

jesse got a little mini motorcycle thingy. its awesome cant wait to try it out.

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 17:32:26 GMT


Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 17:01:10 GMT

oh... um... yeah... NO!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 04:13:42 GMT

im the same height as christina agulera but I'm skinnier. I don't give a shit about her but I love the fact that a skirt belonging to someone famous didn't fit.

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 23:56:35 GMT

so... what's going on? the hugs before and between classes, the lying on top of each other what the fuck?

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 19:27:31 GMT

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
Who are you?
Are we friends?
When and how did we meet?
What do you think of me?
What's the fondest memory you have of me?
How long do you think we will be friends?
Do you love me?
Have I ever hurt you?
Would you hug me?
Would you kiss me?
Are we close?
Emotionally, what stands out?
Give me a nickname and why you picked it.
How long have you known me?
Describe me in one word.
How well do you know me?
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 18:55:32 GMT

"popular science"... no such thing man. more like "nerdular nerdence"

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:56:20 GMT

AIM IM with ahp0ok
8:53 PM
hey sexy robot
CLICK WHIRR YOUR PLACE OR MINE

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 02:47:27 GMT

yeah?
what was so bad about it
I couldn't get out of my own head
it was worse at the book group
sometimes that happens
I think I know what you mean
6:35 PM
it sucks like replay memories and social anxiety and bullshit
sometimes I'll be reading something and suddenly none of it will make sense and it will all be just words that have no meaning
yeah me too
its like my mind has something against me
same reason for the neruosis. its a distraction. all the lipgloss application and knuckle cracking and fretting and mooching cigarettes and reciting poems in chem class is a distraction
the pacing and the screaming and the hair chewing
have you tried meditation or hypnosis
6:40 PM
yes it just makes me worse cuz its time to think
if I dont fall asleep to books on tape I dont sleep I just torture myself
I need distraction
thats why I'm obsessive with guys too
I can't be tied down but I can't be alone either
too much room for thought
you think too much
of course I do I analyze every grain of dust until it cracks and crumbles and I'm left with nothing at all
well whatever
6:45 PM
sometimes I get cold at night
I hate it
barf that sucks
thats hardly something to barf over

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 02:03:12 GMT

what the fuck is wrong with me?